| Tuesday, August 11th, 2009 |
| 2:18 am |
brush it off
do i make u hate me
do i disappoint u
its only lke dis
but i miss u so much alr
i shldnt be so sensitive eh
learn to brush it off fiqah
peace
Current Mood:  restless |
| Tuesday, June 23rd, 2009 |
| 11:00 pm |
(u) bitch
i cant believe u actuali denied it.how more obvious and factual cn smthg be.tt was the utimate pissg pt fr me.almost.it totali made me feel as tho u nv cared how i felt.i do haf feelgs tau.anger.irritance.impatience.:fed up:.im jz hopg so badly tt u dun intentionally take advantage of me.it may highly be true subconsciencely babe.recall.sometimes i wish u wld jz swallow tt ego of urs.i wish i wld jz learn to say 'no'.i hate tt i cant say it to ur face.u jz wont undstnd.wont take it rationally.sometimes ppl wonder y i hang on so tight.i guess the only reason is, tt i jz love u too much.
Current Mood:  pissed off |
| Thursday, June 18th, 2009 |
| 11:08 pm |
tinggles
umakemehappyandalltinglyinside
idunlkebutterfliestho
ahah Current Mood:  content |
| Tuesday, June 16th, 2009 |
| 10:23 am |
oh gosh
once it all alr happend,is dis how i shld be feelg.. oh gosh.. Current Mood:  blah |
| Wednesday, May 27th, 2009 |
| 9:33 pm |
hmm
u make me nervous..
Current Mood:  nervous |
| Sunday, May 17th, 2009 |
| 11:29 pm |
bikey
IM A HAPPY GIRL
WITH A HAPPY BICYCLE
GNA DO MANY HAPPY THGS TOGETHER
WEEEE
((= Current Mood:  happy |
| Wednesday, May 13th, 2009 |
| 10:34 pm |
all i need
i dun want u to need me
i need u to want me
u dun gt it
&im unsure
Current Mood:  crushedCurrent Music: all i need - caroline |
| Wednesday, May 6th, 2009 |
| 1:34 pm |
eros
when our haven wavers in the wind
and walls all beg to be abandoned
when the raven calls and all his melodies
all long to be forgotten
blame the idol eros
Current Mood:  calm |
| Friday, April 10th, 2009 |
| 1:43 pm |
merry-go-round
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jz an emo song fr an emo feelg me
ha y is it always a merry-go-round? is dis how its supposed to go? round&round we go in circles u feel the rush, anxiety, happiness. but leadg no whr and when it eventually stps wat's fr u is dizziness and regret? u endure the nausea while u cn and once it's gone ure free once again to carry on with a peace of mind tt's jz so hard to find. who will join me in my merry-go-round of eternity i hope ure out dere peace. Current Mood: crushed |
| Wednesday, April 1st, 2009 |
| 10:55 pm |
unforgettable
cn nv gt enuf of dis song
jz awesome
wanna see them again!
ahhh Current Mood:  bouncy |
| Monday, March 30th, 2009 |
| 8:39 am |
settled
settld
im proud i did it
yay
thx tia
(=
Current Mood: accomplished |
| Wednesday, March 18th, 2009 |
| 1:54 pm |
cicak!
it's cme to haunt me again! the cicak at my window is back after all these yrs. but much older,dryer,uglier,somehow scaly-er and disfigured(is dis cos of me??). ive gotta take extra precautions openg the window now. one min u're dere,and the nxt u're gone. one min u're at the window,and the nxt u're on the wall. either way,jz stuck dere lke a statue starg straight at me. how DISGUSTG. urgh. pls leave me in peace.i wont evn slp in my rm anymore...)= Current Mood:  annoyed |
| Tuesday, March 17th, 2009 |
| 11:22 pm |
die rudolf DIE.
Dear rudolf, u came to me on 12march. thot u were harmless. but it's comg to a wk now and u're still here. u're the cause of every opportunity lost. i cld pretend tt u dun exist. i cld pretend tt u mean no harm. i cld pretend tt u'll leave soon. but all is to no avail. i hate u.
GO AWAY.
PERIOD. Current Mood:  irritated |
| Friday, March 6th, 2009 |
| 12:09 pm |
rainbow((:
it's bn days and weeks
and i still hafnt seen ur beauty
cme show urself to me sn yea
i'l be lookg out
tt's fr sure
=))((= Current Mood: bouncy |
| Thursday, March 5th, 2009 |
| 3:28 pm |
shitty
gawd im hafg dis shitty feelg AGAIN
!i hate it I HATE IT!
wat does it take to show u i care
im totali lost
wat's happeng
wat shld i expect
!URGHH!
yucks i disgust myself lke dis
hah! Current Mood: restless |
| Tuesday, February 24th, 2009 |
| 3:50 pm |
paranoid android
wakg up dis morng i straight away made a col to sim.after realisg tt all i had done tt time was register.tt's all.but i had it in my head evrsince tt i gt in.it's amazg how a piece of receipt cn give me comfort.and now tt i realise it doesnt confirm anythg,im jz worried.so i'll only noe fr sure in MAY.how long is tt!if i dun gt it,wat r my options then?and i thot ive gotten past tt decision makg stage.haizz. idah say's it shld be fine..oh well i shall jz haf to believe her. so i've spent quite a bit since i came back.dunno y im so generous with myself fr buyg stuff.im nt lke tt!erm well it's true when im nt gg shppg crazy lah.heheh.but the thg tt sux is tt the guilt weighg dwn on me is more than the satisfactn!wat logic is dis?and i realisd dis when my sis gt amused by how i had to haf an explainatn and justificatn fr evrythg single thg tt i bought.lke totali lah,wats up with tt fiqah?psycho.ha. but mebe,jz mebe i feel tt way cos im jobless?now the stoopid agency still hasnt gt back to me.another paranoia.leave me hangg lke dis.idiot.im gonna col u now! and nt to mention all the other little thgs i gt paranoid abt.cmn fiqah relax a bit will u.u look old enuf.dun make it worse!ahahah. now wat i nd are new relaxg habits.yaaa. hmm now wat shall they be... Current Mood: restless |
| Saturday, February 21st, 2009 |
| 1:06 am |
dont' forget
sweet song
awesome girl
great voice
luv it
Current Mood:  thoughtful |
| Monday, February 9th, 2009 |
| 12:21 am |
torn
i hate packg. i dun wanna go on flight alone. i wanna go back. i dun wanna go back. i'm torn inside. but all u'll see is jz nt tt. i dun gt me.. Current Mood: numb |
| Saturday, January 17th, 2009 |
| 10:43 pm |
idiot
when it's too late
i think tt's when
i'll fall
idiot.
Current Mood:  confused |
| Tuesday, January 13th, 2009 |
| 10:21 pm |
rain!
it's gonna be a coooold nite tonite!raing cats and dogs!all dis rain on top of the cold cold nite breeze..it's gonna be crazy cold in fact!ha.dis rare occasion in oman is a nite to rmb!ahah.woohooooooo!
((=
Current Mood:  high |